miércoles, 3 de marzo de 2010

Richard: My first Kiss

Dirty Prraka talking.... tonight I've found my inspiration in Richard... my first love.. although he's not online now (I hate when this happens!!!! He should be always online in case I need something!!!Grrrr) he deserves a whole chapter! He's the reason why I believe in love at first sight... this has only happened to me with him, and maybe the future has surprises for us but, for several reasons we are not together now...
We met when we were 15 in Paradise Island... I didn't know he was there, but when I got to the place I should stay, indeed he was there... I was the new one, the wonder but he was so nice to me.. and guys, I have to say: I wasn't nothing special at that terrible age.... but he could see beyond my appearence and read deeply in my soul.
We conected inmediately and we spent an unforgetable time together... I was totally crazy about him... I can still remember his touch, his smell, his voice his smile and every moment we have left together.
After that, we sent us several letters... kind of love letters I think... I still keep them under my bed but haven't read them never again. Then it was internet and well it stills that way: internet.. God bless internet!
Our lives had run in different directions but not too different ones... We have common thoughts and wishes.
And as Murphy's law dictates ( I am fan of that universal law!), now that I am finally single he has a girlfriend! Nothing compare to me (of course) but I don't want to get in the middle and of course I don't want to know anything about her! I'm too jelous for that stuff. But In case they got married I already know where will I buy the dress... Naughty Prraka is totally agree! The dresses of that store are made to impress!!!!
Well, the thing is that every time we see eachother, we live pure pasion, pure magic and it's incredible to be with him!
Richard is such a sweet guy... well, that's what you think when you see him... he treats me like a queen and I love that.. he was my first kiss but we had to wait 7 years to finally have sex and guys... it was amazing!!! Now I know that behind that cute sweet boy is a wild lion ready to make me scream and enjoy so much!
He's not my tipical type of guy... but I liked him so much... I can maybe consider him my best friend.. I know I can tell him everything and he will listen to me and keep it in secret. I wish he consider me at least that way.
Everywhere I go I send him a postcard.. I like to let him know that he's on my mind no matter how far we are. I still keep all the things he has gave me.. and the most important... my memories!
I remember one night that we went to his neighbour's house to have dinner.. it was great.. she cooked Greek food and we started to drink wine... at the end of the night we have drank one bottle each! I don't even remember how I reached the bed but the pictures let me speachless...

There was also this time that I went to London with my parents and he told me he would be there too. I gave him my number but.. a wrong one.. my mistake! The next day we were there, me and my family went to the Virgin store just to take a look and as I was searching for a CD
I couldn't believe it: OMG Who am I looking at?!?!?! Is that really him playing videogames???? If that was not destiny then what? We made an apointment for next day to see London.. It was so romantic!
In one month I'm going to visit him and his family (by the way.. they love me!) hope the girlfirend not to be around.... because I'm not ready to face her! and there was one night as we were skypeing (with the webcam) he promised me a "big surprise".. what would that be? Is it what I want it to be? Should I just let it go, as always? Maybe that would be my position.... The very best girlfriend that will always be there, very quitely, listen to everything without saying and doing what she really wants to!

XoXo

Dirty Prraka

P.S: Richard.. what you're hoping to find in your Girlfriend is something only I can give you! Throw her away!!!!

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