Dirty Prraka writing.... men I think I need another trip to Oslo and soon! I was in Oslo last weekend... what a city and such an incredible people!!! Did I ever mentioned that I love blond guys? well the thing is that I went there to meet this guy... Jack... what a Viking! He's a friend of my very best Prraka since they don't even remember and he has come a lot of times to our city but we had never met... we were messenger friends and then facebook friends but never really talked too much and one day we started to talk and know eachother and surprise!: we had so many things in common! So we decided to meet there. I spent an incredible weekend.. I even kissed a girl! (I thought I was too old for this stuff but I'm starting to believe we are never too old) Jack sold himself very good... "I am this way and this other" and in fact he was much better than he said! Lately I'm not like too into trust guys (maybe I should have never had.. but we all make mistakes) but this one is so nice! He has this friends: crazy ones by the way, so free and cheerful... they organize so cool partys and they are so positive... they have such a good way to see life.. they really enjoy it and I had this great oportunity to enjoy life with them at least just for one weekend... hope there can be more than one of course... but.. may I trust Jack? I really like him but, of course, I just came out from a looooong relationship and I have never experiment this before.. I guess after a breakup there's always a time when you don't trust anyone and you need to be with yourself. Jack is so great! He's always writing me sms and taking care of me...he says he misses me... that the house is so empty without me.... can this really happens or he just says that to every girl? Can we love a person just by sharing a weekend together?
Well, it happended to me with Richard... but this is nothing like that was (terrible this word... "was") He's just one of a kind and I'm trying really hard to see him as he wants me to see him: (and here there go.. those terrible words we never want to hear or read)
J U S T L I K E A F R I E N D
Going back to Jack...is so hard to be apart.. can I just for one time be with a normal guy? No, I can't... I see: I'm just like that... weird! Not even normal friends! Don't even know what to feel. What I do know is that I want to have Jack in my life and share with him as many wonderful moments as possible. I love the way he makes me feel! He is all the good adjectives I can think of! I mean it: If you have the oportunity to be with a norwegian guy: DO IT! (I should get a sticker for my car with a phrase like this)
Thank you Jack, for show me that Life is wonderful and is pretty short, so, sometimes we have to give ourselves a chance to really enjoy it no matter what!
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